~Manda's Thoughts~

Consolidated life!

whew... life changing events happening all around me!!! where to start...

my best friend is leaving louisville, we will be pen pals once again. we have had so many points in our lifes where we just couldn't be together and "hang out" so we became pen pals and kept our friendship strong. whether is was me being grounded for the summer or for life... or her moving to arkansas we always found a way to keep in touch. the good thing about her move is that it's not far away - in comparison to arkansas! once they get settled and get a place of their own, i wouldn't see why we couldn't be down there to visit. i mean it's not gonna be like her being only 15-20 mins away but we'll figure it out.
robyn: you don't have to worry about ANYONE replacing you.. you are my best friend and SISTER! nothing in the WORLD could change that! ;)
what really bugs me is that im not gonna be able to see mik that much, but im sure when robyn is visiting grandma and her mom she'll try to come by... maybe. (SHE BETTER)
im just afraid that im gonna see mik the next time and seh is gonna be 3.5 foot tall... or the time after that she'll be 4 ft tall and then the next time i see her she'll be 5 ft. tall and then she'll be GROWN! lol over dramatic, i know. but they grow so fast and she is a special part of my life and i don't want to loose the closeness that i have with her. :( but all that aside, i truely am happy for robyn because i know that this is what she has always wanted to do. and deep down - i always knew that she would leave again! but i think that her going to school to be a vet tech. and being in mt. sterling will be a great thing she should be able to find something she loves to do. so that's enough of that subject... hee hee ;)

marks mom is AWWWESOME! lol she called him about 2 days ago and was talkin about marks debt. mark has several credit cards and most of them don't really have a high balance or anything but the TOTAL of all of them and the payments that are coming in from them and him not really having the money for all of em has gotten him DOWN! so his mom told him that she would take all of his credit cards and consolidate them on their card with high credit limit and a low apr. HOW AWESOME IS THAT? so now all he has to do is pay his mom a certain amount every month! i was thinking, i wonder if pat would do that for me? pat has great credit and can get access to a good card witha good rate, but WOULD he? lol i dunno - i wouldn't ASK but i think with my little balance that i have it would HELP a tremendous amount, but i have a hard enough time askin for MONEY let alone, credit card! lol mom said over the weekend that i have gotten really good at "workin" pat for money! lol she is funny cause we were talking about how us kids are pretty spoiled... and of course we ARE but im not spoiled "money wise" like the other two are, LINZY especially! she is walking around witha purse that cost $150.00!!!! you know how much mine was? $5.00!!! yep dollar store purse that had a pink A on it. so i had to get it! OH but i did just get a new one... but it was only $22.00, still no contest huh? hee hee ;) so we figured out that i am more spoiled "attention wise" than with money. but that is cause i grew up with a mom that was my age now and tryin to go to college and working 2 jobs to try to support us AND trying to find a man! lol i don't know that for sure but i know if i had a kid right now and no baby daddy around.. i'd be on the hunt! hee hee
but i guess your suppose to spoil your kids and give them what they want... to a certain degree. but im no mother... speakin of kids..... i have a secrete that im not pose to tell hee hee and i can usually keep a secrete pretty well but im just so excited for this person cause of the secrete that i had to blog about "the secrete"... and it's very life changing but i can't tell, cause this certain someone told me that they wanted it to be kept a secrete until they were ready to tell! lol you all are prolly thinking.. WTF!?!!? heehee sorry... this is the only way that i could TELL about it... and GET IT OUT without actually telling. whew, i feel better now... if that certain someone reads this blog - DONT worry... no body knows anything. :) hee hee
and robyn dont' be buggin me about the SECRETE cause i can't tell ya! :) lol sorry... no hints so don't ask... (i know you, your gonna bug the piss outta me) well at least everyone else knows that it's not about robyn! HEE HEE ;)

So sunday afternoon my mommy went to the hospital with chest pains. :( i think she is stressed cause all of her test came back ok - nothing wrong with her but they wanted to keep her overnight because of our family history of heart problems. so my mother had to stay in the hospital all by herself and i didn't even know about it. :( i found out MONDAY morning when i talked to pat and he was like we tried to get ahold of you but there was only one missed call on my phone so i don't know where they were calling if they were tryin so hard to get ahold of me. i didnt get the message till 10pm and usually mom is already in bed by then so i didn't call back - all she said was "it's your momma call when you get this"... so i didn't think OH EMERGANCY i neeed to call now or anythign cause she didn't say anything about it. but i have promised myself that if/when this happens again (hopefully not for a long time) that my mother will not stay in the hospital by herself again... she kept saying not to worry about it that she is fine and all that. but i keep thinking to myself WHAT IF SHE WASNT ok or i know that if i was the one in the hospital i wouldn't want to stay all by myself! :( anyway i think she is ok now though...

well everybody and their MOM is calling right now... dunno what it is about it 330 or 4 o'clock but seems like everyone knows that it's time for me to stop working and they start callin in.. UGH! i have had like 7 calls in the past 30 mins... GO AWAY PEOPLE!!!!!!! screw your GRASS!!! lol i wish i could say that. :) *evil grins*
welp better go.....
A~

posted by ~Manda @ 3:51 PM